"So scared of getting older, I'm only good at being young"

I have officially shifted house. Actually, I shifted on thursday but the internet only started working today so I didn't have the internet the past few days.

I've never lived in a landed property kind of house before so I'm not used to alot of things. Like climbing the stairs for instance. After the first day in the house, my legs were so tired of just climbing up and down three flights of stairs. Also, I don't see my family as often as I did when I lived in my previous house. Sometimes, I don't even know who is at home and I'm too lazy to climb up and down the stairs to check.

All in all, the house is really nice. I have my own room for the very first time. I admit, I get a bit scared sometimes cause I don't have curtains yet and I scare myself when I lie in bed at night. Or sometimes I come home late and the whole house is pitch black and I have to climb the stairs to my room. Okay,I think I scare myself too much. At least now I have more space to dance around in my room! Once I get curtains I'm so gonna start my dancing sessions in my room. I ain't gonna dance around knowing my neighbours can see me! Hahaha.

Oh, I want to decorate my room but I can't think of anything to decorate it with. I have empty shelves that I have yet to figure out what to put in it. Any ideas?

Anyway, besides moving house, life has been moving so fast. I have test coming up every week from this week onwards. Plus, I've got work on some days. I might start stressing myself out too much. I really hope I can cope with everything.

Wow, it's the first day of december already! Soon, christmas will come! I shall go sleep now. I'm so tired man. Goodnight!

Something worth waiting for

Pardon me for not blogging much. Whenever I feel like blogging, I'd run out of things to write about and then get annoyed with myself and eventually, give up blogging. My life's too mundane and boring anyway.

So, from friday to sunday, I've been at the sec2 church camp to facilitate. It was a wonderful experience. Initially I wasn't looking forward to it cause it took away so much of my time and I wanted to be able to go out and all. But the camp was filled with such fun that I forgot I even dreaded the camp in the first place.

However, facilitating a camp isn't easy. I hardly had any sleep during the camp and there's so much things to do. But I've got to know so many awesome people that it was all worth it.

Sigh, but now I'm back to school. I've got so much work to do. I have ICA every week from this week onwards. Worst thing is I haven't studied for any of them. This wed I have one ICA. The stress is building up.. And I haven't finished packing my room. SHIT.

Can't stop.

I cleared my bookshelf and did some packing just now. I'm finally getting down to packing my stuff. It kinda sucks though, to have to throw away alot of things. I feel all nostalgic looking at my scrapbooks, yearbooks, autograph book(HAHAHA!). I couldn't bear to throw away my princess diaries books so I'm packing it. Hahaha.

Anyway, I've been so busy at church or school that I haven't met some of my friends for quite a bit. I'm missing Nat, Fee and Emmi right now! But nevermind, after the camp, I shall have more time for you people. And schoolwork of course...

Damn, my left eye is superrr itchy and I'm trying not to scratch it. ARGH. Must be the dust in my room. Oops, I just rubbed it. And again. Dammit, I think it's red now.

Alrighty, have a great week ahead. I shall go do something about my eye now! Ciao!

This Boy

I'm still here,

But it hasn't been easy,

I'm sure that you had your reasons,

I'm scared for this emotion,



I've been holding it down

I'm yours

I think I almost had a panic attack last night.

Wilfred came over for dinner. Later in the night, since I was just going downstairs to send him off, I didn't bring my phone and wallet. I basically had nothing with me. After I sent him off, I was about to open my door and it was locked. I rang and rang the doorbell and even kicked the door but no one could hear me; everyone was asleep. I started to panic. Then I thought maybe I could run and catch Wilfred so I could borrow his phone to call the house. So I ran really fast out of my condo and towards the interchange. When I reached the interchange, I saw his bus leave. So sadly, I walked back to my condo and had to borrow the phone from one of the guards to call my house. I'm glad that whole thing was over.

Alrighty, I'm feeling damn tired now; I just finished doing so much work. I shall go and sleep soonish. G'night. Have a great week ahead :)

"I got soul, but I'm not a soldier"

I am currently waiting for Willy to come online and eating a delicious cupcake. I am so tempted to have another one!

So, school has been alright so far. It's not so stressful yet but lecturers/tutors have already started talking about ICAs and project work. What's up with that! It's only the start of school. Oh wells.

I had friends over yesterday. It's been a long time since anyone, except maybe Wilfred, has been over man. Anyway, at one point of time when I was out of my room, Naim, Nat, Fee and Wilfred printed this sticker thingy with the words: Nat and Fee and Naim and Wilfred LOVES YOU. And they stuck it on my bed frame so now everytime I lie in my bed and look up, I see it. Heeheee, so sweet :D

Alrighty, I shall end this post here. Have a great week ahead!

US

Just recently I watched The Parents Trap with Willy. I felt so nostalgic watching it! It used to be one of my favourite movies. When I was younger, I would get so inspired by the show and imagine myself trying to bring my parents back together like that. Of course now when I think about it, it was quite stupid of me to think that way. Hahahaha. Anddd the handshake in the movie was damn nice!

So anyway, school starts tmr. I don't know if I'm excited or dreading it. I guess I don't really mind it. Holidays can be such a bore sometimes. All I hope is that I still have time to hang out and all.

Alrighty, I have to get off the com now! Ciao!